sorry I've been gone so long!!

I'm sorry I've been gone for so long!! My daughter broke, or I thought broke, my laptop. I had to go and get a new keyboard that youi plug into a usb port cause she messed it up to the point that I only had like eight or nine keys that worked. A friend of myne, Travis, who is quite the tech-savy little fucker (lol) told me bout getting the keyboard. So thanks to Travis, I can get back to you guys, and that has been on my mind everyday since my lil laptop broke!
Well anyways, how's everyone been doing? I've been doing well. Working on bettering myself. I really wanna get into some yoga classes or maybe even a couple pilates classes. When I told my mother about wanting to get into yoga, she told me that she thought it was a great idea and that if I liked the idea of it, then I should persue it. My husband, on the other hand, thought it a bad idea. He told me that he thought that I wouldnt stick with it, that I would only go to a few classes then give up. Now that kinda hurt! Broke my fucking heart that he doesnt believe in me. Then not long after this little episode, like 2 or 3 weeks later, he did an even worse little fuck up. We were walking in a store, me and my hubby and the 2 kiddos. I seen this girl that looked a bit like me but she was like 40 pounds heavier. So, trying to fish a small compliment outta my man, I asked him if I was as big as her. He looked right in my eyes and said," Getting close there baby.", and patted my ass! I was so mad. I've always been very comfortable in my own skin, so it didnt like crush me or anything. It really hurt my feeling for the fact that he had that little concern for me and my feelings. It did make me not want him to see me naked. I also didnt want to ''be'' with him for like 3, close to 4 months, which is not us at all. We find ourselves ''being together'' at least 2 to 3 times a week, so this really hurt him that I didnt give two shits to do anything for sooo long. One day he tryed me about a month and half in and when I denied him, he broke down and asked me what the deal was and all that sappy shit like am I still sexually attracted to him and all that good stuff. I just flat out told him that it stemmed off him saying that shit bout me being almost as fat as that chick that was at least 220 if not alittle more. I mean there is nothing wrong with a girl being big, Lord knows I aint exactly the perfect size. Im a bit fat myself, but that fucker didnt have to say so!!
Oh well, let me stop rambling. You guys dont wanna hear bout my marriage and me bitching about it. lmfao! but Im glad to be back and I will definitely have yoiu guys something half ass interesting to read tomorrow or the day after that!!
Love you guys and stay cool!