terrible place to live!!

Im living in Mason Court Projects, one of the worst projects that there are in this town
amd My sweet lil family is stuck right in the middle of all of it! We came from out in the country, out Ryland Pike. Shit hit the fan and we had to move outta that trailer (and I LOVED that place!)
and we got stuck in a motelfor a few, really 5, weeks. Then I had a lady from the HHA call me and
offer me a 3 bedroom apt wit no rent and $60 off my light bill. That made my eyes sparkle!!!! lol.
But when I found out that they were putting me into Mason Court, I cryed! I knew this place would be like the projects on steriods! In the summertime its like being in the damn county jail!! I dont mean to sound like a racist or nothing, cause I fucking aint, but besides the nastyass white chick across from me with her gross ass white kids that never change theyre clothes, we are the only white people in the whole place!! It aint hard on me cause I really just keep to myself, but my hubby, last summer, got beat within an inch of his life! My son gets beat all the time, and even my sweet little girl got punched really bad the other day! I cant have my eyes on them at all times, and my lil boy is getting it the worst. Hell, just today, he was outside playing with his really close friends and one of them's older brother (14 yrs old) that hangs with them too. My son squeezed a water balloon in his own hands and some of the water got on this non hygienic little fuck. He got made and his 14 yr old ass jumped on my 7 yr old son. He pushed him down and kicked him in his back and sides repeatedly!! I told the little fuckers mom, who is supposed to be a good friend to me. She said she would hanlde it and no fuckiong joke....this dumbass stupid bitch brought that boy to my house to show me she "beat his ass!" with a plastic spatula. he had lil red welts on his forearms. Im gonna hire a friend of myne's teenage son to come over and do to him everything he did to my 7 yr old baby, plus fuck his face up!! You dont fuck with my family!!!!
Well, I vented long enough. I gotta go put my kiddos to bed. Got my little boy to take the last bit of his hydrocodone cough syrup so that he could sleep tonite without being sore! Pray he's fine and that we can get outta here soon!?!
In Jesus name we pray for these things! AMEN!!

a bit too much drama

Im pretty close with a girl that lives close to me in my apt complex. At first, she was a really cool chick, but lately she's just not so cool. She's 5 months pregnant and me having 2 kids myself, I understand that making you pretty hormonal. But this chick comes to my house everyday with some new story about her baby's daddy and what him and her fight about every damn day!! Apparently this guy is hitting her, then she comes to my house and tells me all about theyre fight and evderysingle thing he said and did, but she doesnt wanna call the cops and dont want me to! Im going against my better judgement by not calling the police myself, but Im scared that she might get into trouble and loose the 2 children that she has now, but at the same time saying that, why isnt she worried about the life and health of this third child. When he isnt smacking her or screaming at her, she said he also does crazy shit like write notes that say things about the devil and the baby not living. I havent ever heard of any shit like this!! When I was pregnant with both my kids, my husband would rub my belly and talk to the baby, put my shoes on for me, and push me up stairs so I wasnt as uncomfortable! I was tripped out when my cousin's wife was pregnant and he treated her like she was just normal and didnt baby her. This shit has me gone trying to figure out what to do! I wanna be a good friend and keep her secrets and problems to myself like I would want a friend to do for me. But on the other hand, I need to think of this baby and its wellbeing first. Im so confused and scared. She says that they finally talked everything out and decided to not be together (thank the Lord!) and he packed all his things up. This was yesterday. And then today I was outside with my kids while they played and I seen him standing in her doorway in his night cloths looking out the door.That makes me think that he is still living there and she just wanted to make me think otherwise cause of the worrying Ive been doing. What to do what to do.