terrible place to live!!

Im living in Mason Court Projects, one of the worst projects that there are in this town
amd My sweet lil family is stuck right in the middle of all of it! We came from out in the country, out Ryland Pike. Shit hit the fan and we had to move outta that trailer (and I LOVED that place!)
and we got stuck in a motelfor a few, really 5, weeks. Then I had a lady from the HHA call me and
offer me a 3 bedroom apt wit no rent and $60 off my light bill. That made my eyes sparkle!!!! lol.
But when I found out that they were putting me into Mason Court, I cryed! I knew this place would be like the projects on steriods! In the summertime its like being in the damn county jail!! I dont mean to sound like a racist or nothing, cause I fucking aint, but besides the nastyass white chick across from me with her gross ass white kids that never change theyre clothes, we are the only white people in the whole place!! It aint hard on me cause I really just keep to myself, but my hubby, last summer, got beat within an inch of his life! My son gets beat all the time, and even my sweet little girl got punched really bad the other day! I cant have my eyes on them at all times, and my lil boy is getting it the worst. Hell, just today, he was outside playing with his really close friends and one of them's older brother (14 yrs old) that hangs with them too. My son squeezed a water balloon in his own hands and some of the water got on this non hygienic little fuck. He got made and his 14 yr old ass jumped on my 7 yr old son. He pushed him down and kicked him in his back and sides repeatedly!! I told the little fuckers mom, who is supposed to be a good friend to me. She said she would hanlde it and no fuckiong joke....this dumbass stupid bitch brought that boy to my house to show me she "beat his ass!" with a plastic spatula. he had lil red welts on his forearms. Im gonna hire a friend of myne's teenage son to come over and do to him everything he did to my 7 yr old baby, plus fuck his face up!! You dont fuck with my family!!!!
Well, I vented long enough. I gotta go put my kiddos to bed. Got my little boy to take the last bit of his hydrocodone cough syrup so that he could sleep tonite without being sore! Pray he's fine and that we can get outta here soon!?!
In Jesus name we pray for these things! AMEN!!