Just My Rantings and Ravings

I no that I usually blog bout nice things and even some goofy things sometimes, but its my blog and I can bitch if I wanna!!! lmao!
But anyways, this girl that I have known since our boys were newborns, well my boy is like 5 months older than hers. But whatever, we known eachother long time. And now we live in the same apartment complex now. She's like 6 n half months pregnant, and when she first found out that she was having a baby, I offered to be the one to throw her a baby shower and pay for most all of it! I havent seen her in bout 2 weeks but we ran into eachother at a mutual friend's house and she acted as though she wasnt even gonna speak, so I spoke first! I asked her if she was really excited bout the baby shower and her response to that was, "Its really hard to pretend to be excited bout something that you know aint gonna happen!". I tryed to act like that didnt tear right thru me and like an idiot, I asked her aother question. I asked," So, how many people you planning to have there so I no if I need to buy more invitations or not. She again said almost the same damn thing!!! But instead of getting myself mad and yelling and getting myself upset and even gettig the pregnant girl all upset and my kids, n friend"s(the one that aint pregant) kids upset, I just let it go and walked out the house and into myne!!!
I had bought this chick a really nice set of invitations. The first set that we had were free, hell we had found them in the glove box. So when it came right down to getting some invitations for her shower, I wanted really nice ones that would be prefect for a girl. So I went to Hallmark in the mall and bought these really nice ones that were polka-dotted with black background and hot pink and even had a spot that like faded out from the polka-dots to just black with pink writing that said "A baby girl is on the way!". I thought it was precious. And we was supposed to go yesterday an an pick out the cake she wanted. Then all that would be left would be to get the decorations and and soe stuff for the games to play, then we woulda been ready for the party!!! But fuck a party now!
I never bought the cake, so I aint gotta worry bout that, but I am taking back the invitations and the baby bassinett I bought! I bought her a bassinett as a surprise for the shower. It is so beautiful!! Its white lace and baby pink ribbons. Its the one that I wanted to get my daughter, but at that time it costed a whole lot more. Its on sale now from what it was 5 years ago! But I be damned if I will spend a dime on somebody that not only thinks I was just lieing bout throwing a shower but talked shit bout it to other folks and even to me! So I guess I just give up, as bad as I hate to! My little girl has been looking forward to this shower for weeks and weeks now! But I can make it up to my girl, and she will forget all bout it. But as far as ol girl is concerned, she can kiss my ass!!! Cause she really really really hurt my feelings!